i will never forget the days we once had,the days when you were everything to me. my mind used to tell me we will be together forever,but now i realised that it was all a big dream. the feelings i have for you will never go. i wish i could take back that one regretful day,the day i unwillingly let you slide from my arms.never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets that i would once have to live through.the sight of you in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into a million pieces.i sometimes wonder if u still think of me,or if to you i am just a face in the crowd? i wish so much that one day we can have it all back.but for now,i'll sit here silently remembering all the memories we once shared. for whatever i do will not be seen.whatever i do will be worthless. waiting for you is considered doing something stupid? when in the end the only reply i get from u is "u think it is worth?" that hurts me so much.i'm doing all i can to keep u,i'm doing anything to be there for u. but everytime u are just so busy for me but not anyone else. i decided to rush back,get my documents done and visit u over there instead,but it's worthless in the end.after all the rush and getting the document which i had been eager to have for so long,it's just worthless..i won't get to use it to visit u anymore.everyday my love grows much stronger.u know how much i am into u.but yet?